Wednesday, December 30, 2009

♥ hAppy nEw year :))

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Another year will soon to end and another year will soon to come. But before we welcome the year 2010 I just want to reminisce all the good things that happened to me for the year 2009.



Good things that happened:


Saul Krisna Eugenio Villanueva he is my beloved boyfriend. I am so thankful to have him in my life. He is the best boyfriend that I have ever had.

à Si God ang author ng Love story natin. Siya ang nagsimula nitong magandang relasyon na ito. And I know God have made this story so special. I just hope we still be together through the end. I know he will end this story a happily ever after and this true love never has an ending for the both of us. I love you so much hon. You are the greatest gift that ii have receive from God an I swear I will never leave you again. I will love you with all my heart and until my last breathe. I love you till eternity.



Faith- ngayon mas nag grow yung faith ko kay God. Mas nagging strong yung pananalig ko sa kanya kasi alam ko na kahit anong mangyari sa akin alam ko na lagi siya nandyan para sa akin, sa amin ng boyfriend ko, sa family ko, sa friends at sa lahat ng bagay. Sa kanya ko kinukuha yung strength ko because I know he will never let me fall because he doesn’t want to see me to reach the ground. And because of saul krisna nakilala ko si God. Si God ang center ng relationship naming kaya mas nagging strong kami sa klahat ng mag problemang dumarating sa amin. Just call his name and you will be saved.


[nakakapag church na rin ako every week sa church nila bf..hehe LURVE IT!]



Friends- nakilala ko ang 10 stars kahit pa 2 years na kami magkakakilala, ngayon taon na ito nabuo ang aming samahan. Puno ng asaran, kalokohan, nandyan din ang problema na nagpatibay sa samahan. Maraming naiingit dahil sa pagiging close sa isa’t isa pero ayos lang parte lang yan ng buhay na dapat harapin. At masasabi ko lang sa inyo salamat sa pagkakaibigan nawa hangagang sa huli na ito.. walang kalimutan mga bakla..hehe



Family- haay, ayon kahit papaano ma smaganda na yung pakikitungo sa akin ng aking papa(check: me and my bf’s prayer has been answered). Medyo naging close kami sa isa’t –isa. I know it will takes time para mas maging ok yung family ko. But I will patiently wait until that time comes. And I will continue praying. And sana maging matino na kakambal ko..hehe..lolz



Studies – hmmm.. kahit papaano nagtitino na ako..hehe..nagaglit si bf eh. Thankful din ako kasi lagi siya nandyan para tulungan ako when it comes to my studies, mas nag eenjoy na ako mag-aral. I love it when he helps me doing my projects and homework. Thanks hon.

..Haaay.. Maraming magandang nangyari s akin ngayon taon na ito at hindi ko kaya isa-isahin. Gusto ko lang magpasalamat sa mga taong naging bahagi ng buhay ko para sa taon na ito. Sa mga nangulo nang magulo ko ng buhay, sa mga nag turo sa akin para mas maging matatatag,. Sa mga kaibigan ko nag bibigay ng piso tuwing ako ay nanghihingi..haha.. lalo na si third J , sa mga napapakopya..joke.. ang damot niyo nga eh.hehe.lolz. Maraming salamat sa lahat.


--> Lord God thank you for this wonderful year, for making it special and happy, for teaching me the right way to live and the right path to take. I am so thankful that you have given me the chance to be the one of your daughter. ILOVEYOU JESUS. I am proud of who I am right now and that is because of you.. And sorry for all the bad things that I have done. I hope I can be more stronger and my faith will grow more.. iloveyou.

..aun..tama na ang madramang post na ito..hehe. sa totoo lang gusto ko lang kayo batiin ng; :


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Romans 5:1-8

Peace and Joy

1Therefore, since we have been justified through faith, wea]">[a]have peace with God through our Lord Jesus Christ, 2through whom we have gained access by faith into this grace in which we now stand. And web]">[b] rejoice in the hope of the glory of God. 3Not only so, but wec]">[c] also rejoice in our sufferings, because we know that suffering produces perseverance; 4perseverance, character; and character, hope. 5And hope does not disappoint us, because God has poured out his love into our hearts by the Holy Spirit, whom he has given us.

6You see, at just the right time, when we were still powerless, Christ died for the ungodly. 7Very rarely will anyone die for a righteous man, though for a good man someone might possibly dare to die. 8But God demonstrates his own love for us in this: While we were still sinners, Christ died for us.

--> And in addition to everything else, we are happy because GOD sent our Lord Jesus Christ to make peace with us.

Monday, December 28, 2009

♥ mEet my friEnds :)) d 10 sxtArs

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1o sxt*rs :))


(from left to right: rose, maricris, marga, alyza, jona, kate, marilen, lomiefe, josephine and me)
kmi ang stars.. binubuo ng cgc(chismisan group of companies) at ang tres matias :))

♥ CGC ♥

Josephine Cipriano a.k.a pawnder

Lomiefe Tuliao a.k.a lora d'explorer

Alyza Acuzar a.k.a bebe/solar ng bayan

Rose Bentir a.k.a ang magulo kausap

Kate Arnesto a.k.a bootx w/ d pearl

Jona Orlina a..ka jora d explorer(dahil lagi ang laki ng bag nia)/ macho macho man

Marilen Orquita a.k.a petty

from left to right; rose, alyza, jona. marilen, kate, lomiefe, josephine


-just Lyk an ordinary girl group,
We are made foR each other.:)

madaLas kming makikita
sa maRisci kapag
breaktimE..
sama2 kmiNg tumatawa, nagLaLunch, Nagnanakaw(Ch0s!)
at nakikipagawy.(kahit BIG250 Lng yan)

hindi kami ganun kagagaNda..
tip0ng mapapaLing0n k Lang
kapag nkita mo kami saBay tanong,
“kala ko b nobody is perfect??”
.haha!

waG kaung magaLALa..khit ChisMosa
kami..wLA p nmn kMing nasiRang Relasy0n, Buhay, at
kung an02 pa..napatay mer0n na!haha!

pare2has kming dapat ipasoK sa rehab.
peR0 xmPre, dapat sama2 pdin Kmi..haha!

ubod kmi nG “hArTE.”.tip0ng bakaL at
sab0n Lng ang di namin kinakain.haha!

aNg GRup0 nmin ay Binuo paRa
crain Ka.(cHaring Lang)
para magkakuLay ang buhai ng bwat isa smen..
di nio kc natatanong, kaluluwa n Lang kami.hahaha!
ayaw nmin ng mga aGaw trip n ta0.
Kung trip naming kumain ng kahoy sawsaw sa ketsup, wag
Kang mangeLam.masaya kami dun.

-bebe



♥ tres marias ♥

Maricris Alipao a.k.a degz/monalisa

Marga Purigay a.k.a pokz

Michelle Bernardino a.k.a bulilit/ chin-chin liit

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from left to right: maricris, marga and me

..lagi kmi magkakasama sa hirap man o ginhawa..haha.. sa pagrereview, sa kainan, sa kalokohan, at sa kung ano ano pa. Kung san naroon ang isa nandun ang lahat.. Magkaramay sa agos ng buhay..haha
Miss ko na kayo sobra..hehe..tagal ksi ng pasukan.. iLOVEYOU OL>> :))

Thursday, December 24, 2009

♥ Merry Chrsitmas :))

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"ONE SMILE"



Smile is a curved, they say

That sets everything straight;

It can take all the worries away

And bring love instead of hate.



Just a smile can make a day

And sinners kneel and pray;

Gone are the frowns without a trace

As if thrown away like waste.



A smile can make you younger

While wrinkles make you older;

Laugh your heart out is better

And never let problems be a bother.



A smile can help gain more friends

Who will stand by you till the end?

It can help you find your one great love

Sent by our Father from up above.



A smile assures everything’s alright

And erases our fears and doubts;

It can make people feel glad

And forget things that made them sad.



A smile brings people closer

And break walls and barriers;

It can erase all our hatred

And let our care rekindle.



Just a smile… and what it can make

A hate-free world’s what it can create;

No more pain and misery to feel

Only love, peace and hope… for real.




..♥ Merry Christmas po sa lahat..Nawa maging masaya tayo ngayon.. Let us share are Love with one another..Let us live our lives peacefully. Let us unite us one family. Few our from now. We will be celebrating his birthday. Let us be thankful to him for saving from our sins, he was crucified because of us. Let us live our life to the fullest.

MERRY CHRISTMAS :))

LIVING FOR JESUS :))


si BRO ang star ng PASKO :))

Tuesday, December 22, 2009

♥ si BRO ang star ng PASKO :))

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..♥ dahil ikaw BRO ang star ng pasko..

I LOVE YOU JESUS..

MERRY CHRISTMAS PO. :))

Sana maging masaya ang lahat.. ilove you all,,..

GODBLESS :))

♥ i LOve you hOney.. :))

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You have become my life for this year and this year is such the happiest year of my life. Because that I want you to be mine forever so that I can be happy for the rest of my life. ILOVEYOU.


There are 12 months in a year, 30 days in a month, 7 days a week, 24 hours a day, 60 minutes in an hour, 60 seconds in a minute. But there is only one you in a lifetime only you and you are mine. I could not even remember my life without you. I really love you.


They say you are lucky if you find your soul mate/destiny/kismet/serendipity in this lifetime. And even luckier if the two of you end up together. Well then I guess we are one of the luckiest people alive because we have met each other and we have been together ever since.


You always ask me if I love you. ”Yes, I do love you for who you are, and for what I have become because of you” and if you will ask me why I love you. “I really don’t know why. I just then love you.” The love that we share is one of a kind. Who would expect that we would last this long and even more if they know how I fell in love with you? Kismet was the word. Yes it is true it happened to me. You are the only person then and until now you are only the one who can make me weak just by looking at me. I really do not know why I can’t get enough of you even though we have been together all day. And I would gladly give up Cadbury for you or even Spongebob for that matter. We had share of our troubles. For there is such thing as perfect relationship but I can say that this is near perfect. And if I will live again I wish that it is you I end up with once more. You made my life so wonderful. You taught me to appreciate all things I would never dream of appreciating. You have opened my mind on many things, I would never have viewed enjoying my life the way I enjoyed it with you. Because of you, you made me change for better and I cannot thank you for that. That you have made me happy for every single day of our relationship but the happiest day of my life.



♥ hon.. ilove you soomuch.. salamat sa laughters, smiles, sa love..sa lahat..mahal na mhal kita..salamat dahil lagi ka nandyan para sa kin.. pangako mamahalin kita hanggang huli.. ikaw ang best boyfriend ko.. iloveyuo daddy..mua..imiss you..:*

♥ rEad oNly if you have time For GOD ♥

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♥ READ ONLY IF YOU HAVE TIME FOR GOD :) ♥

One day Satan and Jesus were having a conversation. Satan had just departed from the Garden of Eden, and he was gloating and boasting. "Yes, sir, I just caught a World full of people down there. I set me a trap and used a little bait. I knew they couldn't resist. Got them all!" "What are you going to do with them?" Jesus asked. Satan replied, "Oh, I'm going to have fun! I'm going to teach them how to marry and divorce each other, how to hate and abuse each other, how to drink and smoke and curse. I'm going to teach them how to invent guns and bombs and kill each other. I'm really going to have fun!" "And what will you do when you get done with them?" Jesus asked. "Oh, I'll kill them," Satan glared proudly. "How much do you want for them?" Jesus asked "Oh, you don't want those people. They aren’t any good. See, you'll take them and they'll just hate you. They'll spit on you, curse you then kill you. You don't want those people!!" "How much?" He asked again. Satan looked at Jesus and sneered, "All your blood, tears, and your life." Jesus said without hesitation, "DONE!" Then He paid the price. - Isn't it funny how simple it is for people to trash God and then wonder why the World's going to Hell? - Isn't it funny how someone can say, "I believe in God" out and still follow Satan? - Isn't it funny how you can re-post a thousand jokes through blogs and they spread like wildfire, but when you start posting messages regarding the Lord, people think twice about sharing? - Isn't it funny how I can be more worried about what other people think of me than what God thinks of me. - I pray, for everyone who re-posts this, they will be blessed by God in a way special for them - If You Love God... And, are not ashamed of all the marvelous things HE has done for you... ~Re-post this as ''Read only if you have time for God"

Tuesday, August 4, 2009

♥ i cant live without you ♥

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Because of you I have the whole new meaning of the word L♥VE..

L♥VE is YOU..

YOU.. Mr. Saul Krisna E. Villanueva..



I DO L♥VE YOU SO MUCH..


Your love has made me a better person. You made me complete. You have loved me and still loving me with me all your heart and even more than your life.


Honey Qu..mahal na mahal po talaga kita. Nagpapasalamat ako kay GOD dahil ikaw yung binigay niya sa akin na boyfriend. I’m so thankful to have you in my life. For me ikaw na talaga yung dream guy ko. Kaw yung first boyfriend ko na nagpakilala sa akin sa daddy mo, relatives, chuchmates, and friends mo. Thankful ako sa love at loyalty mo sa akin. YOU’RE THE BEST BOYFRIEND I EVER HAD IN THIS WHOLE WIDE WORLD.


Hon.. sorry if sometimes I do not appreciate you as my boyfriend/partner and I always taking you for granted.. I’M REALLY SORRY.


For this past few days maraming trial na dumarating sa atin and sorry [again] sa nasabi ko last Friday [August 31] na I can’t stay with you… pero narealiza ko that I REALLY CAN’T LIVE WITHOUT YOU CO’Z YOU HAVE CHANGE MY LIFE, YOU’RE THE AIR THAT I BREATHE, YOU’RE MY EVERYTHING.


I will not let anybody end our relationship. Kung hindi ko narealize na dapat ako mag-stay with you, hindi ko alam kung ano magyayari sa akin/ sa atin.


I’M REALLY SORRY FOR ALL THE BAD THINGS THAT I’VE DONE..

Honey qu.. one thing is for sure..

I WILL STAY WITH YOU.. FOREVER..TILL ETERNITY..

Lagi ko din ilalagay sa isip ko yiung triangle ang yung mag good memories ko with you.



ALWAYS PUT GOD IN THE MIDDLE OF OUR RELATIONSHIP.

I L♥VE YOU SO MUCH AND I’M SORRY

>> I just don’t know how it started

The love of you I was so addicted

Now, it is hard to forget

The LOVE OF YOU MADE ME COMPLETE ..

♥ YOU’RE MY LIFE ♥



Friday, July 17, 2009

forgiveness

Posted by ♥ mhiz-yhel ♥ at 11:14 PM 1 comments Links to this post


Based on experience eh napakabigat na pasanin ang di pag-papatawad. Aninong hindi matakbuhan kapag inalagaan mona nang husto. Yayakap sa iyo na parang tuko.. [aba!ryhme pa ah1 sabi na at may kinabukasan akong maging writer]

Siryoso, lam mo bang you did s greater damage to yourself pag hindi ka nagpatawad?[huwaw!english un ah!] Failure to forgive is a devastating form of self –funishment.[English again,hehe]..lason yan na kakalat sa buo nating pagkatao na aapekto sa lahat ng factor ng buhay natin..asido na tutunaw sa mga mabubuti nating pag-uugali.. take note, masakit at mahapdi ang repercussions.. lalo’t nag-uugat na sa puso, mahirap ng palakulin..

Mahirap oo, especially when someone commits s terrible offense against you. Tapos alam mo ba yung feeling na parang may bubulong-bulong pa sa iyo para i-entice ka na gumanti..susunod-sunod sa iyo na parang alingawngaw…


Natutunan ko lang magpatawad nung matutunan ko kung ano nga ba ang “pagpapatawad’..share ko sa inyo itong nakasulat sa journal ko..


“Forgiveness is the willingness to give up your resentment toward someone who has wronged you, regardless of how serious or painful that wrong that might have been. In other words, you renounce any desire to get even. We can identify three elements to forgiveness: to give up resentment about the wrong; to give p resentment towards the wrongdoer; and to give up plans for retaliation. Forgiveness is more than just saying some words; it must come from the heart. Unforgiveness, on the other hand, is a deliberate mindset to do opposite-to resent the wrong and the wrongdoer, and to seek revenge.


In Ephesians 4:31, Paul associates unforgiveness with bitterness, wrath, anger, clamor, slander and malice.


Balansehin mo muna ang sitwasyon kasi mahirap magsisi sa huli..

Naku! mas mahirap ang regret..sinasabi ka sa iyo..

Wag ka naming basta babanat na…..


“It’s too late to apologize..it’s too laaaaaate”


Eto, siryoso na talaga.. May panyo ka ba jan? Alam niyo kasi, iisa lang ang sagot sa dilemma na yan. Ihain mo sa pananalig sa Diyos ang problema dahil wala na iba pang pwedeng umitindi sa iyo kundi siya. Isunbong mo sa kanya lahat-lahat. He can heal all kinds of wounds. He knows. He understands. Okey.. Somebody wronged you. Let God sort that out. He is just. In time, even the one who wronged you will stand before God in judgment. Your responsibility is simply to let go of all resentment and let God. God works in ways we can’t see. Hindi madaling magpatawad. Yan ang tanong mo hindi ba? Pero kahit hindi madali, matutulungan ka niya. Manalangin ka. Prayers can move mountains.


“If you forgive those who sins against you, your heavenly father will forgive you, but if you refuse to forgive others, your father will not forgive your sins.”

Matthew 6:14-15

Tuesday, June 30, 2009

♥ happy 7th :)) ♥

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In my heart, there is you
Who for me is an angel
In my heart, there is you
Who for me is like a pearl
In my heart there’s a place
To you who I shall never replace

In my heart there’s a maze
To you who I shall always t
race
In my heart there’s a treasure
To you who I shall be my pleasure
In my heart there’s love
To you who need to be love

In my heart there’s appreciation
To you who will be my inspiration
In my heart there’s pressure
To you who I shall assure
In my heart there’s no regret
To you who I never forget

In my heart there’s mystery
To you who will not put mw in misery
In my heart there’s faith
To you who will hold my fate
In my heart there’s celebration
To you will have a good collaboration

In my heart there’s no pain
To you who will not let it remain
In my heart there’s reality
To you who is everything I see
In my heart there’s sincerity
To you who will be with me eternally
In my heart there’s joy
To you who I really enjoy

There must be you who must own my heart
Or else it will be torn apart
There is you who is always in my dreams
Where I repair your broken wings
There is you who I always think of
And I must never turn you off
There is you who shall feel my loving arms
So that you must not go to other realms
There is you who I really love
Because you taught me how to love
There is you who I shall never let go
And I must say that I LOVE YOU so
Finally, in my heart there is you
Because I really, really love you






..it's our 7th monthsari..hehe i'm so happy with him. Im so bless for having a boyfriend like him :))


--> HONEY QU <--

.HAPPY 7TH MONTHSARI :))i love you so much..THANK YOU for all the love, time, care, that you gave and you are giving to me..SALAMAT din sa pagintindi sa skin kahit minsan nagiging isip bata ako..SORRY sa mga nagawa ko na mali sayo dahil nagagawa mo pa rin ako patawarin.MAHAL NA MAHAL PO KITA. HUGZ AND KISSES :*

Friday, June 12, 2009

.♥ i LOve him so mUch ♥.

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Is it wrong?...

To feel happy whenever I’m with you?
To keep on smiling whenever I see you?
To steal glances on every move you make?
To be glad for every breathe you take?
To tell you whatever it is that I feel?
To ask you if you really for real?
To like you if really there’s someone?
To love you even if I know I’m not the one?





Mali ba ang mahalin ko siya? Hindi di ba? Kasalanan ko ba kung mahulog ako sa kanya? [ang dami ko tanong.hehe xD]



Now it’s been 6 months and eleven days since Saul and I where together. Masasabi ko na rin na nagiging matatag na relationship naming. And regarding with matter, bakit kaya maraming naninira sa akin as his girlfriend? Am I not worth to have him? Why are they always pulling me down? Are they insecure about me? [haha..insecurities make them die.. wala ring gamot sa mga taong insecure.. hihi :D]
Well, salamat na din sa kanila dahil mas nagiging matatag kami.  Pero mahirap pa rin ipag isang tabi ang mga bagay-bagay tungkol dun. Hmmm. I don’t care..Kung dun sila Masaya sa paninira di ba? Bakit ko sila papakialaman.

Haaay..  Thankful ako dahil hindi siya naniniwala sa mga naninira sa akin. Super loyal siya. Marami nagsasabi na “I’m taking him for granted”, which is not true. I really love him. Siya ang best boyfriend ko. I’m really thankful kay GOD kasi si Saul yung binigay niya na boyfriend ko.


I want to grow old with him. I want to see him smile whenever he is sad. I want to wipe his tears whenever they are falling in his face. I want to hold his hand. I want to hug him and whisper to him how much I love him. I want to kiss his hand, his forehead, his lips. I want to give him the sweetest kiss.. [mwuuaahh.. :*] All I want is to be with him forever.


I love him soo much… ♥ ♥ ♥




♥hOney Qu

I love you so much. Salamat sa love, care, time, sa pag intindi mo sa akin at sa ugali ko, sa pagiging loyal, sa tiwala na binibigay mo sa akin. Maraming salamat sa lahat. Specially pinakilala mo sa akin si GOD. Hinding-hindi kta iiwan, pangako po. I will love you forever, till eternity.

I LOVE YOU DADDY.. hugs and kisses :*

Friday, May 29, 2009

♥ I'm yours...would you be mine? ♥

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I’m yours

At first I ignore and tried to deny
Every time we talk, I tried to lie
I change direction each time you’re near
I don’t know what to do whenever you’re near


Every time you stare into my eyes,
I’m afraid for maybe everything are all lies
Because for you I don’t want to fall
That’s why I ignore you each time you call.


But now it’s over, I came to realize
Is it too late? Please hear my apologize
I don’t want to let go everything about you
And I take all risks just to be with you.


Now I’m yours, I want you to stay.
But do you still love me like you did yesterday?
And is it still me that your hears beats for?
Please don’t walk away ‘coz I want to love you more.





--> what a heck? why do i wrote this kind of poem?Hmmm.. Let me think..hahaha.. hindi ko din alam..inatake nanaman siguro ako ng kaimuhan ko..hehe xD..wala na rin ako magawa na ibang bago..hihihi:)) By tha way gusto ko lang po ipaalam sa inyo na super happy ako sa love life ko ngaun kahit parang medyo pang broken tong article na to..Sobrang saya ko with my boyfriend..Haaay ilang araw na lang monthsary na ulit namin,,Going stronger haha :x.Im so conteded with him..[sharing mode?]




Hon Qu

--> Advance happy monthsary po..thank you po sa love, care, understanding sa lahat po.Lalo lalo na pinakilala mo sa akin si God. Sobrang thankful ako sa kanya dahil ikaw yung binigay niya sa akin na boyfriend. I want to grow old with you. i Love you so much. I miss you alot. xOxO :*

I want you to know that "IM YOURS"

Thursday, May 28, 2009

"PEN"

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There are times, while I am sitting on benches in the Promenade, deep in thought. I can’t stop asking myself; “What is my purpose in this School?” Questions continuously revolve around my mind, like a thirst waiting to be quenched. Am I only just like one of those “common students” going to and from every minute, laughing, thinking, playing, to get and finish a degree? Am I only just like the others, paying their tuition fees every semester in the cashier’s office getting and realizing nothing after all? Or, am I someone who can contribute “little bits”, piece by piece from which everyone can benefit?

It is quite hard time for me to think of the answer for every question in my head. I am burdened by the thought that many students refuse to speak, and act, and even if they do, they balk at the slightest challenge against their stand. And realizing it, I said to myself that as a concern fellow, I can lend a help to make changes even in hushed way where everyone can hear the cry of my little voice.

It is my pen, and every moment I find its ballpoint rolling on every empty space of a paper as I write my draft, is as hard as lifting an object exponentially greater than my weight. It is a fact that one cannot tell what is his/her minds unless he/she chooses to prove its significance by exposing it and let others see. And I think that was my intention here. It is not saying things just to encourage others to follow what I am thinking, but to inform. And the rest is letting them interpret my thoughts on their own, then act the way they should.

And yes, I am certainly aware of the constant appraisals and criticisms that I, as a writer, will encounter every time my pen slides on the smooth surface of my outline- but that is normal. It is normal in the sense that pleasing everyone is not easy to achieve, because even a maximum of one’s effort may not be enough for it. And that’s the toughest part on my reality.

I may face burden but I am aware that I can manage all things. I know that I, together with my pen, am not alone in pursuing my objectives. I know that there is still a place where free and active minds are generated and nurtured till they find their own dexterity.
And as a student fond of knowledge and learning. I always do have a protective shield for facing trials in everyday’s challenging path. That is my purpose why I am here. That is me as a part of this school. It is my pen which symbolizes my aim as a voice constantly trying to elicit responses from the students trapped under a rule of silence. I must sat that a mark on the paper is enough when this calls for everyone to be more of what they are now.

And from now on, I am a pen. That is my worth…………

Monday, April 6, 2009

♥ my fiRst Love Letter ♥

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♥ my fiRst Love Letter ♥

It’s April 05, 2009 when I received my very very first love letter (well it’s not a letter, it’s a card, hehe :p)….

I really love letters..super.. Specially when it is from your love ones. And I always keep them all. And I often read my letters before I sleep..

This letter is very special to me. It is from Saul Krisna, my boyfriend. When I was reading his letter I was really really touch[kilig to the bones]. This letter is his gift on our 4th monthsary.

Here is the Letter:

Honey,

Happy 4th monthsary!!! It’s been 147 days since I first met you and 122 days since nagging “tayo”. I do hope naging masaya ka all this time with me as your boyfriend kasi if you would ask me now if naging Masaya ako with you, isisigaw ko pa sa iyo na “Oo”.

Actually this is my first letter to you kaya kinakabahan ako (pagpasensyahan mo na if pangit ang handwritten ko) baka di mo ito magustuhan. Anyway gusto ko lang mag thank you sa iyo sa lahat ng bagay na ginawa mo for me. Thank you sa pagiging girlfriend, kaibigan, kakulitan, kaasaran, teacher, lover at kwentuhan. Mahal na mahal talaga kita. Alam kong madaming bese na kitang sinaktan ang I’m really sorry for that. I just hope and pray that sana magtagal tayo co’z if someday at nawala ka HINDI ko talaga kakayanin yun and besides wala na akong makikitang tulad mo… unique ka kasi. I LOVE YOU so much hon,as always be safe kasi I don’t want anything bad to happen to you… napaka importante mo kasi para sa akin.. and “Im Grateful Forever for the day you came into my life”…

Im so happy when I read it.. na touch talaga ako sobra.. ♥ ♥ ♥

Honey Qu,

Thank you sa binigay mo na letter I really appreciate it.. I’ll promise you that I will keep it forever.. Sorry dahil lagi kita inaaway.. Sana magtagal po tayo.. Sobrang mahal na mahal po kita.. Always be safe.. You’re the best boyfriend ever… I love you sOo much..xoxo.. ♥ ♥ ♥

Monday, March 2, 2009

I Let Go...

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♀Moving On


My friend, it’s been a while since we’ve separated,
I still remember the last time that we talked,
It was the last time that we’ve been together.
But now we’ve apart from each other,
Maybe you thought I would be devastated.
No you’re wrong, absolutely wrong.
Cause I know in my heart, that life must go on
And I think life without you will still be the same,
It was just very simple even though you came.
But I’m proud to let you know,
That I can stay happy and be happy for you.
I want you to know
That I’m wiser and stronger now,
And somehow I endured pain
Whenever I see you alone
I no longer remember what you did to me,
I am not mad
The pain is no longer there
For I have forgiven you.
Because I’m much more contended
That I could proudly say that life has never ended
In fact I can do more things now in my own way,
Saying goodbye is no longer hard
As it used to be
And could say goodbye for now,
Cause I have to move on.

♫ ♥ Unrequited Love ♥ ♫

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♫ ♥ Unrequited Love ♥ ♫



Love leads me to you

Where there are many roads to choose

Will I choose the rocky one

That will lead me to you?

Or the smooth sailing roads,

That will make me feel blue?

And finally I met the end with you

And I admit it makes me feel brand new

But wait a minute, there’s something

I didn’t know

We’re not destined to go together through

I’m like a broken mirror

Cos it’s really breaking

I’m like falling raindrops

Cos its truly aching

I’m like a flowing river and

I’m undeniably drowning

I like to be love by you

But absolutely you failed to do…

And now I have to kiss

The fact and make it last

That you will never be owned by me

Our path will never

Ever cross again

I have to look forward

To my own way to love………..

 

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