Friday, February 26, 2010

we made it! :)

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I don't like your play..



"I LOVE IT"


-Mrs. Delai Chua



JOB WELL DONE GUYZ..

salamat sa cooperation ng lahat.. :))

96.8

yan ang effort ng lahat :))
we're the highest! :D

it was our role playing of Dr. Jose Rizal's Life.. :))

Wednesday, February 17, 2010

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" Ang akin lang.. ay sabihin mo ng hindi ako nagmumukhang tanga.. Para saan pa at tinawag mo ako na bestfriend?"

Friday, February 12, 2010

konting drama lan.. :))

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Winter in Sorrow

I was a writer and I write over and over. My poems, essays, and short stories, I dedicated it all for him. But, does he worth it? He promise to make a portrait of me but where is it? It was gone by the wind. Many contests, I failed to win. WHY? It’s because of him. The reason why he left still bothers me. He distracted my concentration; he was the root of my confusion and he was the reason of my immediate decision of leaving everything… my studies, my org., my friends and even my family. I want to go far away to escape from everything. I want to run out of these mess. I want to search for a new world wherein there’s nothing more that would remind me of him.

We have lots of memories during summer. He welcomed with a smile and left me with a cry. How could I stop myself from crying when deep inside my heart is still aching? It still hurts he said… “If you really love me, set me free.” Though it’s killing me, though it’s hard for me, I did it because of him.

Laugher in summer was replaced by a tear; love was turned to hatred and joy to sorrow. I’m beginning to forget him then in my peacefulness, he interrupted me once again. “Take care always, BESTFRIEND!” How come he had called me that way? “I don’t want to be your friend!” that’s my answer. “I can be the best out of love and can also be the worst out of it” I added. “Aren’t you happy that I’m still texting you?I thought you have accepted the truth.” He said.” I also thought I’ve forgiven you but I was mistaken.” I replied.” Hope lets just stay as friends. We can’t really work it out.” He said. Now, it’s clear to see. I remembered what my friend told me, “ Tears are meant for now but for tomorrow, it will all be gone by. One day, you’ll realize, you’re no longer in-love with him.’ How I hope …. When is that day that tears won’t fall once again? Questions left unanswered.I’m not insisting myself to him. I just want to left him know, it’s all or nothing! “If we’re not meant to be, well, I’m sorry …. We can’t be best friends again cause you might invite me on your wedding or have me as a godmother of your child. No! I won‘t be there! I would refuse everything!!!” “Don’t cry I’m not worth a tear. I hope you’ll find someone who will love you more than I did. Hope, you’ll be happy, too.” He said, that made me felt more embarrassed. Now, I made up my mind. I’ll take a revenge… He said,” I won’t go back to Manila co’s I want peace of mind. You’ll be hurt more if we’re going to see each other. ”If you really love me, go on with your life… You can’t love somebody if you don’t love your self. I have really love you before.” He concluded. He left me crying here… I won’t give him peace! I challenge him…” Somebody, when our roads crossed again, let’s see, Who will beg for love, who among us will be a loser?”It’s really hard for me to cope up with this feeling… love and hate collided. I love him much but if hating him is the only way to forget him, I WILL!

For me, his love was conditional-like what he did before, he said…’ If you love me, you’ll set me free.” And now, once again, he’s telling me,” If you love me, you must move on.” But how? Why he did ask me for that? Because he was sure, I’ll do it, because he was sure, I LOVE HIM? How selfish? How can I go on where I am right now? Where is the best way to take or the right path to follow? WHERE WILL I GO?

As time passed by, I realized, I shouldn’t be afraid of his ghost. I shouldn’t escape from it but leave it all behind for the future is within my reach. Yeah! I made up my mind, I’ll continue to struggle, I’ve taken and the fightI’ve started then , in the end, I’LL WIN!…

Like the change weather from summer to winter, I’ve changed my mind from leaving to staying. I won’t leave my studies, my org., my friends, and most of all my family. I won’t full out days for I won’t like to be awakened one day to regret what I’ve done with all my life. LIFE IS BEAUTIFUL, I shouldn’t waste it.

I’ll pursue my studies. Summer in love had ended, winter in sorrow has started. The cold wind is blowing against my face.

I have lived my life without him for 18 years and I have lived with him for just 1 year and 24 days. I’m sure, I can live without him! I will do it not because of him but because of me and because of myself.

I know, winter will also end and summer will start again. Sun will rise and I will feel the warmth of the air. Day will come; my wounds will be healed and another love will start to bloom soon. Not just for SUMMER, not just for WINTER but…FOREVER!

mHiz-yHeL”o1-o9-08



kindly listen to this song..hehe.. tnx.. GOD BLESS..



P.S

pasenya.. wala connect sa val. yung post ko.. and repost lan po ito..wala kasi ako maisip next time na lang ako babawi..hehe.. pero hindi po ako emo sa hearts day..aa..


Happy Valentines Day po.. :))

Friday, February 5, 2010

appreciation lang po.. :(

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Haaay..Salamat natapos na rin yung scrap book na ginagawa namin ni bi'ep..Kamustahin niyo naman yun..Isang 10 pages na scrap book ginawa namin in just 3 days. Actually class project yun and since buzy ang lahat sa paggawa ng scrip para sa play namin na Rizal ako na rin ang nagpresenta gumawa. Kahit mahirap at kulang sa oras pinilit namin gawin dahil hindi ko naman akalain na friday(ngaun) yun ipapasa, ang pagkakaalam namin ay next month pa. So, wala ng dahilan para maging tamad, nagpasya na rin si Bi'ep na tumulong. Tinipid namin ang 680 mula sa contribution at 200 mula sa aking bulsa(kaya nagun pulubi na ako).

Ayon..tuesday hiningi ko yung mag usb nila para sa mga picture nung nagpunta kami sa Luneta at Intramuros.Wednesday nag-edit kami at nag paprint at bumili na rin ng ibang materials.Thursday nag edit ulit para sa cover at bumili ng kulang na gamit,sinimulan na ni bi'ep yung paggawa at hindi siya natulog at since hindi ako pwede matulog sa kanila nagpunta ako sa kanila ng maaga. 6 pa lang nandun na ako. kulang pa ng 3 pages yung scrap book at kulang na kami sa oras kaya sabi ko hindi na ako papasok na 2 subjects.

Sa wakas 10 am natapos namin lahat ng dapat gawin. 10:30 ng pumasok ako. Takte nag quiz pala kami sa Logic at Rizal.(huhu..absent na nga wala pang Quiz..)

Pagdating ko sa room inibot ko kay Roxing yung scrap book dahil titignan daw muna nila.. Ayun.. nagustuhan naman nila at maganda daw.

Pero may 3 sa mga classmate ko ang galit na galit sa akin.. Si Ate Jane, Michael at Joseph. Wala silang pictures dun sa mga places na pinutahan namin pero my solo pics sila dun sa 1st page. Wala silang binigay na usb o kahit ano para pagkuhaan ng mag pictures nila. Tapos ganito yun:

ako: Ate jane my itatanong ako sayo..
ate Jane: lumayo ka nga sa akin at huwag mo ako kausapin..

After ko marinig yun hindi ko alam gagawin ko. Pagpasok namin sa room bigla na lang tumulo luha ko. Galit siya sa akin dahil wala nga silang pictures dun. Hindi ko naman kasalanan kung bakit wala sila doon humingi ako sa kanila wala silang ibinigay. Hanggang dumating na sa point na kung ano ano na yung sinabi sa akin..Grabe that time nung kanakausap nila ako hindi ko mapigilan na hindi umiyak.Akala ko matutuwa sila sa ginawa namin na pinagpuyatan at pinagpaguran. Akala kom kahit Thank you may maririnig ako pero wala. Parang gumuho talaga ang mundo ko kanina sa sobrang sakit nung sinabi niya.


Grabe talaga yung nangyari. I thought it was A Job Well Done.. pero hindi pala..

Sana kahit papaano naappreciate nila yung effort namin sa pagtapos nung project na yun.



@ Hon..

salamat po pala sa pagtulong mo sa akin para magawa yung project mo. Sorry rin kasi dahl dun 2 gabi ka wala tulog,. salamat po talaga sa mga effort mo.. Iloveyou soo much.. sana maging ok ka na.. mua



 

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